Living within four walls surrounding my bedroom, I can see two twin size beds confined in a small corner of a petite room. Opposite that corner I see a dresser used as a stand for the lamp and the tissue box. To the right you can see a TV standing over an endless amounts of games organized in a, b, c order. Opposite that side you can see a table placed under a flat panel monitor being guarded by two mini-sized speakers. Across from them you can see a young male with low powered glasses typing. Hi! My name is Sazzad Hossain. I am a high school student born a day after the worst flooding to ever take place in my birth country Bangladesh. To many people’s eyes, I am an average student attending a small school located with in the city that never sleeps, New York City. But from my point of view, I’m just a kid trying to be standard teenager.
I do not agree with what others think of me. Who am I exactly from my view? I’m not really sure. All I know is that I am composed of many different types of characteristics. My mind is like a planet filled with many different people. Each person is a part of me and represents me in a certain way. I often choose one of those people to occupy my body, so I can test if it is really me, the person who I am and want to be. But I can never find that person. I search often but never do seem to find that character. So I keep looking and will continue looking until I find the real me.
From my surroundings and the events that take place, my life is like a T.V. show. Although it sounds ridiculous, it seems that every day, every minute, every second of my life is being recorded; and all people around me are “fake.” They all pretend to be someone that they really are not. They are actors and actresses playing a role in the production to create something real. And I happen to be one of those characters playing the role of stooge in the show. Our life is written down on paper like a script is written for a movie. We try to live our life just because we have seen someone being a certain way, or we have heard someone being different.
My goal is to be someone different. I want to be someone powerful, someone who can make a difference in the world. I have seen people such as Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., President John F. Kennedy, Kanye West, etc. who are powerful figures and they became that way by being themselves. I want to be someone who is liked and looked up to because of who I am. I attend school to educate my self, I exercise to strengthen my body, and I go to the Mosque to pray to God so that I become the man of my dreams. I just wish I continue to believe in this so that one day I can achieve this goal.
Well here is another copyright.
As I have said before, I am really sorry for these copyrights
but they help me keep what I have worked hard for. Please bear
with me.
Copyright © Sazzad Hossain. All writing found on this
website are properties of Sazzad Hossain. You are not allowed,
by law, to use and/or reproduce of my of the writing found on
this page without the written consent of Sazzad Hossain.
I work hard on these writing
peaces, so please do not steal them. Most of my work were
submitted to many track sites, where they do protect my work by
monitoring the website 24/7. If you do use it please do leave my
name there. If you submit it to a school, your school will be
able to figure out it's my work by simply posting it on one of
many track sites that schools have started to use. Thank you.
